Angels told me the craziest thing.
I didn’t believe them. I felt like a blind woman walking in a labyrinth hitting my head against the glass walls.
I think I am going the right way.
No, this can’t be.
I do it anyway. It scares me. Down to my core.
I breathe the fear out. Gone.
I do it. I do it. I just do it. Reveal everything on paper, I write I explain I create.
I finished a 5 week ecourse ‘Creating Sacred Spaces’ in a week.
It’s raw, it’s me, it’s beautiful.
Wondering, “is that it?, Am I going the right way with it?”
I leave, take Hayden for a walk.
A feather appears.
Dropped right in front of us.
I wrote another chapter in one day.
Messy ‘fighting with God’ resistant day.
All handwritten, painted….scribbled, imperfect but beautiful.
Rosa came to visit me and as I stepped out after hours of ‘really? I am handwriting an entire chapter for the Goddess Retreat?’ A feather on the ground separates us. We both leaned over knowing it was delicately dropped by an angel.
Ok I am on the right path.
This morning. Again. Blind walking through a labyrinth
“Where are you going to take me today Angels?”
Ah ok, thanks for the download.
But again…really…”that’s what you want me to do?”
I walk out to change my mind, go to the car and
a feather on the ground.
I’v got chills up and down my spine.
I do my happy fairy jump.
I can’t feel the fatigue from non stop mommyhood to goddesshood
this energy is incredible
So do you want to know the craziest thing angels told me?
11 women isn’t enough.
you need 42 more.
I thought of slamming the door of my crown chakra closed.
slam shut into their perfect angelic faces but I couldn’t.
Because I know.
I know what it feels like not to have access to this wisdom.
I know how hard life on earth can be without it.
They made dang sure I knew it too.
They don’t let me live in a bubble. no way.
I received a phone call.
She tells me… “You know why there’s a string inside the Angel’s halo? It is meant to hang on IV units in hospitals”.
She makes Angel dolls for cancer patients,
Children who lay in hospital beds.
She makes Angels dolls for dying mothers in Africa.
She makes Angel dolls.
She calls me because she needs my help.
She cries. I cry.
I reopen my crown chakra to the angels.
This is bigger than me. Bigger than her. We need to get out of the way and let God do what God does.
I know it is time.
time to break the walls of ‘i can’t’
time to rejoice in the possibilities of you
the truest you
the one that has been living on the outskirts of your life
watching you bump your head on this sacred road, always saying, look over here… helloooo.
But we were all too busy.
Busy looking for ways to escape our feelings. Busy to stuff them down.
Busy to work. Busy everyday.
We are switching
an immense new energy is coming
it is coming to bring you home
you’re not gonna have to do or go anywhere
you can stay right where you are
but you are shifting
shifting into the woman you are becoming.
into the greater you
you need to come with us to Hawaii
your spirit needs to be there
your love is there
you need to be there
but you can’t I know.
I understand It wasn’t meant to be this time around
So we are going to bring Hawaii to you.
I was told 42 more women needed to experience this retreat
they need to experience the awakening
there is huge demand for this
and you know what?
I can’t let those souls not experience it.
I can’t. I’ve got to bring the magic to you
or figure out a way to make it happen.
Sending you the Oracle Card Readings + more tomorrow!
With love, joy and gratitude!